這篇可能會是很長的一篇 , 或是很無聊的一篇
其實我沒有要求誰一定要看下去
只是我很需要一個發洩的地方
我的部落比較不為人注意 , 肯上來的人都是真的關心我的人
在這裡我謝謝你們每一個
今天我很感性哈哈哈 , 不想隱藏
我累了好幾天不想委屈自己了
會暴斃的 。
this should be my very first english post in this blog
kinda weird actually hahaha
every midnight i feel so helpless and tired
especially after work , tired and stressed
and i will become very emotional
because of him , no others
is it my fault to think too much thingy and make myself crazy ?
i really don't know how to say
i think he knows , but he doesn't and won't try to understand
he is not mature yet , not even my type
however i chose him
love or yearn ? i already don't know how to difference
we used to love and cherish each other
but there were too much matters happened between us
and everything stared to changed , something has gone
but he never realised
i'm lost , i can't find back myself anymore
i won't waste time or make myself tired of loving someone
this time is different
because i know that i should know to treasure those who loves me
and we have been through time and many things
i still insist on this relationship
no matter how many times i wanted to give up
am i doing the right decision ?
something is not able to success no matter how hard i try
i need someone who knows that i'm strong
but will still protect me and giving me supports and cares
not because of knowing that i am independent so leave me alone naturally
there is a guy who loves me like the way i want
but it is not you
i really don't want to talk much with this
please love me well before i leave
i don't know how long i can stand
please ?
if we are not possible to be couple , i will let go myself and you
but i really hope you're the one who will be with me for a very long time
like what we promised
在旺角每一天的 CD 都不會換
歌來來去去都是那幾首
重複聽多了開始愛上側田所有的情歌哈哈 , 他唱歌真的很好聽
陳奕迅的淘汰是最近的摯愛
每一天累到要死睡前都會聽幾次
我的不安贏得我信任 ?
從來都沒有試過那麼不瀟灑 , 真的很不像自己了
我一直等待一個不可能
一直希望自己可以等到
不甘心是不是就是我堅持的動力 ? 不希望是自己不夠愛你
這個世界如果有如果 , 會有吧
我們的愛犯了什麼錯 ?